Floating on a sea of stars, Searching for a glimmer of hope.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

went expo last saturday.. celia brought me to church.
i think it 's a pretty touching experience. it was so different from other churches i've been to.
and the entire cell group is really nice. (:
i think i've changed. im starting to believe in God.
i believe He will make a difference in my life.

went for dinner with huizhen and ivy today. i guess i learnt quite alot too. i'm looking forward to service on Saturday.

oh yeah,, WORLD CUP MANIA IS HERE!!!

haha. im so crazy about soccer now okayy. and to think i used to hate it so much. (where's the sense in 22 men chasing after a single ball?)

NO.

i am soooo wrong. soccer rocks!!! haha.
i admit the initial reason i was tempted to watch the world cup is because i wanto see Fernando Torres.. haha. he is like the CUTEST player in the world. =p even guys think so can. so i watched my first WC match.. Spain vs Ukraine. i told anyone who would listen that spain would win. and they did 4-0! heh... dad lost money tho. lol. that's for not supporting spain. =x kidding... anyway torres is such a gd forward.. he's 1.91m but he controls the ball so well and his bursts of speed are amazing. he is a constant threat to the Ukraine defenders. AND he scored the final goal. (: david villa played extremely well too.. 2 goals in that match.

so it became a nightly routine to watch WC. haha.
Argentina's 6-0 thrashing is amazing. Messi is damn freakg cool can..
brazil was disappointing la.. onli kaka played well i think.
italy and america's match is so violent.. quite er xin. they deserved to be sent off.
i think germany is quite gd this year. their home turf ma.. lol.

BUT.. i love SPAIN.
i hope it wont underachieve this year again... such quality players. but they've never won WC. closest they came was 4th placing in 1956. that's half a century ago...
i hope they can get into at least the semis this yr again.
they show such team fluidity and potential can? and they have lots of experienced, talented bench players should the young team fail. like how in their match against Tunisia Raul substituted Villa and scored the equilizer goal that allowed the team to break through Tunisia's defence. needless to say Torres scored the remaining 2 goals for the 3-1 win. told u he's talented. heh. he's a great striker. luckily i managed to wake up for the 3am match or i'd have to watch replay. 3 goals in 2 matches. got chance to become top socrer ok. love him man.. (:
because of him, i came to know what a potential team spain is. this is the yr they have the closest chance to taking home the world cup. if the continue their remarkable performance that is.

haha. talk about conversion. im gonna watch EVERY single match SPAIN plays with the exception of next week cos of JCT. even if they are at 3am. lol. dad thinks im crazy. say must be my bf like spain den i so obsessed. lol. super funny sia... he loves guessng such stuff. oh and i bought a soccer photostand thing for him. haha. he was so HAPPY can.. next day bring to office put on table. =D i din realise small gestures mean so much. i think this is the first time i bought smth for him. hm. i think i shall do that more often. he's been really nice to me recently. its not easy being a dad i guess. lol.

hm better sleep now. got to START mugging for JCT tml. argh. till after jcts den.

wishing;
11:59 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

seems like everyone is mugging these days except for me.
this feeling is totally weird. im getting to be such a slouch.
Boo.
i havent touched ANYTHING since school ended. my table's so FULL
i cant use it.. gosh. the onli stuff i ever filed up is still human geog cos
Charles Erwin yelled at us to do so.
That's only HALF a subject.
someone save me man.. this is the 3rd week but i still cant pull myself together.
im gonna flunk JCT.

sighhs. holidays like that really suck man. i'd give anything to go back to secondary school days.
where u can play half ur hols away and the sky still doesnt collapse and suffocate you.

on a brighter note though, leo camp was... ok la. first day sucked but water games on the second day was really fun. lol. made a new fren - Julia. she's really cool la. last time from zhonghua bball team. her shooting is superb ok? haha. den we both had fun agitating brian by bombing him. =p wasnt that bad.. met alia to go town after camp ended. She's the Man is really freaking funny... lol. and got quite alot of eye-candy. HA. those who have watched should know la. the male lead is hot.. jus like the spanish male lead in dirty dancing.. haha. i nicked the dvd from alvin's sis' collection that day. SUPER cute... ^.^

okok... no more hua chi.

went for blood test today very VERY reluctantly. but it didnt really hurt. hahaa. whew. my parents are obsessed with us getting the hepatitis B immunition i think. =x

woots. christine's bday tml.. haha. as usual, jaime and i have some plans... *cackles. should be fun.. lol. going sentosa if it doesnt rain. think im gonna get a tan. (:

chen's celebration tml also.. but cant go. haha sorry girl. i'll make it up to u some time. and i read ur blog. actually what mk say is very true leh. know u so long le, but i don really know what ure thinking sometimes.. i dun really noe what's going on in ur life. but yea.. ive realised u dun really noe how to say out some stuff and i also dunno how to ask sometimes, thats why got this kind of misunderstandings and barriers. but guess i din noe how much i knew abt u in a relative sense cos i nvr had That particular misunderstanding. heh. tot u'd have told me if it were true. lol. oh well. have a wonderful celebration ok? haha. love ya. =p

wishing;
6:11 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

WOOh. holidays are finally here.. and so fast the first week is gone. sobs.

but ooh. i had a lovely week. haha.
apart from the make-up lessons, its been rather interesting.
i'm SO proud to say that i've finished watching Little Bride. haha. sooo nice can.. very funny. didnt have the time to catch it on channel u so i got my mom to borrow it back for me. finished it in 2 days. (: got any more nice serials must tell me ok? lol.

went alvin's house on wed.. so far.. haha. near toa payoh den take 31 from school sleep wake up le still haven reach. =x lol. but his new house v nice la.. very stylish. and he cooked fried udon for our lunch.. very NICE. haha. so we forgave him. sylvia, smintea, delin they all played xbox while i watched dvd in his sis room. In her Shoes.. quite nice la. haha. kailin.. if ure reading this, yep u missed all that.

wah. den yesterday went to work with calcy and her fren. summer part time job. the pay isnt much la.. for working full day, but it was pretty fun. the time passed alot faster den when i worked in isetan last year. especially since it is skating de. i jus lurrrve the sport can.. hah. and chee keong was pretty nice to us newbies. let us ride in the front of the lorry and sit the boss's limousine. lol. quite entertaining.. helped to coach the jurong west TAF students and later in the afternoon went SAF army base in bukit timah to do the same thing. the skating is fun la but admin work isnt. man.. i really hate carpets after ytd. have to keep carrying them to and fro the truck and like.. they're bigger den me. den got to drag the baskets of gear and line up all the skates in the correct sizes. so now ive got aching arms and back. sigh. but they'll go away soon la i noe. the pay is a pittance and their shop is like quite far but i really like skating. lol. learnt new stuff on the job cause i can jus ask chee keong to teach me anytime. =p he's super nice. enjoyed ytd alot even though its quite physically demanding.. haha. faut and lendis super funny can. both like to fool arnd and talk sick jokes. some fren calcy brought.. hah. but he's nice la. jus a lil nutty sometimes. caught a ride from the SAFAB back to the shop in the back of the truck. quite an experience with faut holding the door to let air in so the 6 of us wont die smelling stinky skates. with the racks near collapse state, we reached the shop. oh did i mention that chee keong has no license? haha. quite a day that was.

mm. gonna be so busy next week. got bbq on sun, mon and tues leo camp, thurs cg outing. CELIA, we go out next wednesday or friday if ure free? haha. miss u babe. really really really A LOT. hope ure doing great. <3

wishing;
1:19 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

In a woman's world,
men give birth.
In a woman's world,
chocolate would be fat-free.
High heels wouldn't hurt.
Shopping would be considered an asthetic activity.
And car doors would automatically slide open for you.

That's the advertisement for the Peugot 1007. i saw it some time ago and thought its pretty cool. haha. A women's car in which the interior design can be changed at every whim and fancy or just to go with the colour of your new dress. pretty cool huh. and the men don't get it. talk about being feminist. heh.

BOo!
one hell of a week that was. im jus sooooo glad its over.
i sleep so late everyday my head's giddy. feels like a second after i sleep everynite i have to WAKE up. sigh.

the worload is pretty scary. i cant really cope sometimes. argh. luckily hols abt to come soon.. and next week got Sports Carnival!!! hahahaha. super excitied about it.. cos i signed up for inline skating and captain's ball. lol. and friday we're going to little india to eat tosaii with Mrs Noordin. YAY, i love her... haha. she so TOTALLY rocks ok. those from first 3 months in 34/06 say they've nvr seen her in the same clothes since the first day of school. haha. cool rite? imagine how big her wardrobe is? lol. and she readily confessess that she has more than 50 pairs of shoes.. cos its kinda her fetish. haha. so cool! someday i hope to be able to see her collection. lol. we're so lucky she's our GP teacher.. cos gp lessons are nvr boring. we usually spend it discussing anything under the sun. and she's so knowlegeable yet wild. hehe. i think i jus found my idol. =p

went to support volleyball boys at toa payoh on wed. its the nationals finals against AJ. sad to say we lost 2-3.. but i do think that we put up a good fight la. we nearly won though, which is a lil disappointing cos we were leading 2-1 at a point. oh well. 2nd is still quite good la. next mon gonna go jurong east support badminton semi finals! lol. exciting eh? hope prissy playing.. i wanto see her in action. haha. she's so pretty!!!! lol. even tho i see her everyday la but nvr see her play b4. hm. hope they win man. the guys team also.
think tj sports is quite good lei. girls soccer team playing finals next week. bball won 3rd in nationals but everyone quite disappointed cos they had MVP and were 1st or 2nd i think last yr. they lost to aj in semis lah.. cos they didnt play well that day. what a pity.. but at least they beat vjc to win 3rd placing. lol. even netball won 3rd in nationals. almost everyone is like good in sports in tj it seems.

hm. ytd is so fun too! went to celebrate yee chuan's b'day. haha. met up w yee chuan, wy, danny, li shean, xuefang, yee ning, ming kee and my dear yichen. heh. she cut hair le! lol. haven seen her for some time le. mich also nvr see for v long but she left b4 i saw her. thanks for the pizza hut treat b'day girl!! haha. den went to take neoprint at cs. lol super funny.. we did lotsa weird stuff la. lol. had a lot of fun. but den my scanner spoil so cant post the neprints up. heh. someone send me!!! haha.

Happy Sweet 17, Yee Chuan!!!! (:

wishing;
4:27 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

yay im finally back. hees. my com has been down since like more than a month ago.. cant even go msn. lol. but ta-daaaa! got new com le.. haha. head to toe all changed: cpu, monitor, keybpard, speaker, mouse.. so happy! haha. onli thing tt remains is the slow slow modem. but maybe that will go soon too. who knows? (:

wah. my life has been quite 'exciting' since the last update. alot of things have happened i guess.. but most of the timei feel so tired my eyeballs are dropping out and rolling in agony on the floor. haha. YES. its That bad. there's so much work to be done its crazy.. although i must admit i have a tendency every weekend to slack and leave everything till sunday. but at least, hey. i'm not really sleeping in class yet. i doze, i dont sleep. heh.

i think i haven been out to enjoy myself since.. ok, fine today. after PW i did window-shop. but the last time i really went out was a Tuesday some time ago. with the Supremes to the premier of MI3. damn nice i tell u.. haha. we won the tickets to the premier cos of Jaime duh. she HAD to attract this guy's attention by flashing her red specs and smiling at him. poor us couldnt get away and had to do some kind of weird dance in the middle of orchard road. of cos, there's the free tix la. but still.. i really wanted to bury my head and walk this way home. anyway, the best part of the movie was the free pepsi and POPCORN of cos. haha man i loved that goodie bag ok. hee. we so very nearly bought drinks n popcorn. but back to the point, the movie's really nice. Tom Cruise is SO handsome inside. heh. i think im a convert even w his recent odd behaviour ie jumping on the couch scene. everyone should go and watch it.. haha. apriee's re-enactment of the sex scene in class was particularly amusing. =p

i think i watch too many movies recently. haha. even watched Pride n Prejudice too, since we're doing it for lit. i finished the book le and its sooooo NICE! ha. matthew macfden or smth liddat is so shuai. hees.

yep. went for dental recently. changed to ORANGE le. lol. met wanyu n danny on the way who're gg town. *envious. haha. anyway, there's the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE soon!!! haha. i am so looking forward to it ok. ahhh. june holidays faster come!! (:

wishing;
11:57 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

havent been online for ages. so i havent blogged for ages. haha. its ok. NOW i shall update u all on my life.

so, i joined leo club. fyi, its a like volunteer club la. so last last sat i think. i went changi for home visit. although not formally inside yet, but must be enthu mah. so me n angie went lor. and as usual, we were late! haha. our whole grp is ALWAYS late for every single lecture n tutorial, even make-up lessons. lol. think the teachers also fed-up w us. and everytime its cos of food. damnit. lol. so anyway it was an experience that really changed my life and perspective lah. outside the building looked like a condo. but inside...... the old folks there are really pitiful. most had old-age diseases like osteoporosis (is that how its spelt?), dementia and all and were barely able to speak la. so we tried to occupy them by teaching them how to fold simple origami. not that i know how actually, jus follow n do. its pretty weird. thats all i can say. the atmosphere there. my hokkien is so lousy la. hah. had communication breakdown. not that the auntie i was responsible for could talk. she had advanced stage of dementia and the lao ren chi dai. and for some reason, she kept crying.. i had no idea how to comfort her except to keep patting her on the shoulder and asking her (in hokkien) not to cry. she seemed like she was in her own world the whole time, a world i couldnt enter. it was a pretty insightful experience i guess cause i saw a side of old age homes i never saw before. i really do want to go back regularly. i think im born too lucky in this world la. in fact, almost everyone in singapore is. the fact that we're so lucky makes us responsible in giving back to society, to the less fortunate. i guess.

anyway, mardi gras was yesterday. kinda cool really. had fire-eaters and all. lol. rather entertaining and grand ah, for a college event. the prelude for the opening ceremony was impressive. i saw mrs than!! haha. me n alia are like totally crazy over her. she's like the best teacher i ever met ok. and omg. she taught Mdm Suriadi back in tj!!!! haha. can u imagine how old she is now? and she's still so glam and all. she looked super gorgeous in red. haha. and although she's HOD of econs, but she's like real approachable. she's so hip la, ex-model and all. she made me love econs cause her lessons are never boring. she's like one of my best friends, even asked whether we missed her! lol. and guess wat. she remembers mdm suriadi. :)

mainly mardi gras hanged out and caught up w my darling alia on times. haha. cant believe she actually blamed me for asking her to come for tj events, cause she says it always made her not wanto go back to vj. hms. haha. other den alia still got ridhwan.. lol. that crazy guy.. he's one of the ppl i really miss from cg16.

today went blading in the morning. den go clementi sing K with my Sns frens, alex and my babe kryshelle. lol. had fun la.. quite high. worth the trip even though clementi is like so in the west.

im so enjoying life rite now. haha. drink, drank and drunk. jus survivin', like mrs than said, on love and air itself. heh. no opportunity costs involved. =p

wishing;
10:08 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

ahem.

as of today, i have shiny teeth. *GRINS

lol. shant elaborate. when u see me u'll noe.

and heck. its not the best feeling u can ever get. its quite inconvenient and painful actually.

and to think i had looked forward to it so much. hah.

well thats all. not feeling good enough to say much. haha.

i miss O2 alrdy.
causre ure in it.

wishing;
10:28 PM